But it's not just raising funds that has made me worry these past few months. For a while my mind was racing with things I never thought about before:
How do I pay taxes overseas?
What do I do about health insurance?
What's the best way to keep in touch with supporters?
Where will I find a place to live?
How do I get a visa?
What if the people in the Dominican don't like me?
What if I fail?
I just turned 21 yesterday, and I have never felt less grown up. With just a couple months until graduation, I don't have much time to figure out how the real world works.
But last week I had the chance to meet an amazing missionary family, the Kelleys, who are working with Harvest Field Ministries in Haiti. Since they are the first full-time missionaries with Harvest Field they are dealing with a lot of the issues that I will be facing very soon. Shannon Kelley told me about a saying they have in Haiti: "De ga je," which means "Make it work." You are picking up a team from the airport and your van broke down? Make it work. You want to make improvements to the community but don't have a lot of funds? Make it work.
I wish I could say I knew exactly what I was doing, but in reality the more I learn the more I realize I hardly know anything. But I finally realized something else: that's ok! This isn't my ministry; it's God's. And I trust that He knows what He's doing. There are a lot of things I need to take care of before I leave for the Dominican, but I know it will all work out the way God wants it to. There will always be problems in life; when they come up, de ga je! Make it work.
Here is a picture of the Kelley family-Shannon, Lena, and Brad. Check out their blog at shannon-kelley.com/blog. They are doing amazing things in Haiti, and God is really moving through their ministry!